I do not feel love in the presence of the church or images of Jesus, I see death and darkness. But when I concept a god in my head it’s a 50/50 split.

It isn’t until you truly enter the void that you see how much of life is ignoring it.

I saw the cardiologist today, a tall indian or pakistani man. He was nice. I went on a very nice drive, today is so nice I wish I did not spend it in my self animated hell.