I talked to B-Green today. She is such a kind lady, she feels more a mother to me than my own mother. My mother is not stable, I don’t remember a time where she was stable. Her motives are unclear, she is caring in ways that are not ways someone who needs help should be cared for. Her instability, I believe has contributed to the mental plagues that eclipse the brains of my brothers and I. I love my mother but she has a destructive force at her core. But B was so nice to talk to, she was stable the entire time, she didn’t quote Pinterest, she offered me work and a place to stay which I declined but I almost wept at getting such an offering. She is so good to me. I love her. I miss working with her and being around her. Her erratic behavior was life giving and broke shells in me. I am blessed to have her and her family in my life.

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Snow Strippers - Under your spell: This was my winter song. I already get nostalgia from listening to it.